&& This is HER !

&& This is HER !

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

&& I'll Never Love Again (Essay For Final)

"Love kills Slowly," my friends always told me. It was about 10:00 in the morning and I was sitting in my first period in the second row talking to my friend Lisa. We both had nothing to say for the moment, I suddenly felt a little chill come up my spine, I guess I knew something would soon happen. Lisa started speaking again "There are so many cute couples this year, Jerrad and Kim," I agreed with her. She continued "...Trevor and Ashley." I suddenly felt like a gun had gone off and a bullet directly hit my heart. I thought to myself "This couldn't be true, not MY Trevor, he told me they were already done. NO! The love of my life? It couldn't be!" I spoke aloud "Are you talking about Trevor Turner?"
"Yeah, the one that's in the eleventh grade." My heart crashed into a million pieces. How could he be kissing and hugging me, all the while having a girlfriend? I texted his phone and I asked him if he had a girlfriend. His response startled me and I no longer knew who he was. How could you love someone you don't even care about? He texted back "Why does it matter? You more concerned about her than me! If I do, so what? Stop worrying about her!"
I was confused, shocked and straight up amazed. I texted back "If you claim you love me, you wouldn't be keeping secrets that you know would hurt me. I'm not going to keep being stupid over you! So tell me what it is?" He never texted back, and every time I saw him in the hallway we never spoke. I learned to NEVER love again. A few months later, him and his girlfriend broke up because she cheated on him. When I found out, I laughed long and hard. Karma's something else baby!

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